confuzzling chondrichthyes

So last night I had a dream that I saw a psychiatrist and she called me an alcoholic. I said but I don't drink that much. She said that just proved her point. Then she puts me on a whole slew of meds, one of which has the side effect of chemically altering my tear ducts such that it produced a chemical irresistible to bull sharks so I wasn't allowed to swim in the ocean........I'm sure there is a meaning in all that subconscious symbolism but I don't want to go there.

usually the sharks in my dreams are hammerheads or great whites. this would be the first bull shark. Bull sharks are the only sharks that can swim up rivers and survive for extended periods in fresh water. So I guess I should stay out of all water with my shark attracting tear ducts.

I didn't get much sleep last night because of my shoulders. I also forgot to do my prelab for today until 1:30 last night. But on the brightside NO MORE ORGO LABS EVER! Just biochem next term =/

ANTS!

Kind of terrifying but awesome and beautiful none the less.
Considering each individual only has 260,000 neurons compared to our approximately 100 billion thats pretty fucking impressive.
Things like this always leave me in awe of how amazing the world really is if we take the time to look and respect the value of other life forms.


Went to my ring class again tonight. I finished my big "3heart3" ring, its going to be made out of silver. I was going to do a small ring in gold with my gold tattoo symbol on it but the smallest ring I could make was going to cost over 200 dollars so I decided to wait until I was better at jewelry making. I had plans of being all productive tonight but I went to pub trivia with steph instead.

on the subject of segmented creatures, I had a dream that I had tapeworm/lice like things living under the skin of my scalp. reeaaaaaaally gross. I pulled one out and it snapped in two and went back into my skull. eww

snowy sunday

from fmylife.com
"Today my lesbian sister enthusiastically showed me her new strap on. Not only does she get more girls than me, she now has a bigger penis too. FML"

that gave me a good chuckle.

I think it is time for more steroid injections in my back. Its getting hard to sleep again. Bizarrely when I don't sleep well I get really bad cramps in my calves from being tense and they hurt more than my back. wtf legs

Went to a party at Carl's house. Twas quite fun. I got to play with his puppy and three cats. We had a "heat wave BBQ" but Carl had to use the snow blower to even get to the barbecue. It was snowing very hard so we had to leave early to make sure we got back to campus. It took us over an hour.

We will get to the bbq damn it!
Carl's crazy ass hair
Praying at the pews in Carl's breakfast nook. I helped refinish them last spring.
Making salad/drinking with Courtney, Jen, and Katie. We were the first to show up even though we were an hour late.
Carl reading "poetry"

kidnapped!

steph got mad i was being lame and came and threw me out of bed. i cut my knee on a keychain on the floor. i tried to tell her lame was the new cool but she didn't agree. she dragged me downstairs in my pjs but i snuck away and locked my door this time. so shneaky

Zoe keating

From my pjs and make up, checking out my poster i finally got a frame for. its signed in the bottom left. cool huh?

most delicious cookie ever!

taken from the this is why you're fat blog
i want to do this. maybe when I'm not sick anymore. that would definitely make me puke. but it looks delicious. and its vegan, good for the bunnies and such =)

brody's birthday!!

I am such a bad mom. This is the second year I have not been around for brody's birthday. Thats 2 for 2!
At least the doggy daycare posted a video of her for me
she has grown so much
she was so little! I miss that. I miss char too. Distance is hard but I know its for the best right now.