god is in the rain

watching V for Vendetta while studying made me sad. Tragic gay love story, government developed virus, no one to watch it with. Good god it is hot in hanover. Its after midnight and its 62 degrees.

Also I am freaking the fuck out about swine flu. Reminds me of Frank Herbert's book the White Plague. On a positive note if it reaches new hampshire I think the college will send us home. THat would be ideal but selfish to wish for.

I am so fucking sick of hanover, i just want to be done with dartmouth already so that i can go back to colorado. i miss the life i had there. and i know going back won't bring that back but i like who i am and what i do when i am in colorado. dartmouth just seems like a fake place and the life i lead here seems very artificial. 48 days left....

heres to hoping i don't die of swine flu


"Our integrity sells for so little, but it is all we really have. It is the very last inch of us, but within that inch we are free.
I'd always known what I wanted to do with my life, and in 2015 I starred in my first film, The Salt Flats. It was the most important role of my life, not because of my career, but because that was how I met Ruth. The first time we kissed, I knew I never wanted to kiss any other lips but hers again...It seems strange that my life should end in such a terrible place, but for three years I had roses and apologised to no-one. I shall die here. Every inch of me shall perish. Every inch but one. An inch - it is small and it is fragile, and it is the only thing in the world worth having. We must never lose it or give it away. We must never let them take it from us."

FOX 3!

Top gun is on tv! love love love. I am so into the movie I almost can't watch it...almost. I get so excited and i want to talk about it and quote all the lines. Its annoying. I want to go all Mulan and be a man to fly the pretty pretty F-22s. I must learn to be mysterious as the dark side of the moon first.

When I was little my sister and I would watch this movie with my Dad and fly around the living room like air planes during the opening sequence. I know every line in the movie and 70% of the time I need to say "No" when confirming something I say "Negative ghost rider the pattern is full." The soundtrack was my favorite cassette and CD for a long time.

In more depressing news, the skin of an Amur leopard was found in a car in Russia. There are only a few DOZEN left in the wild and some asshole wants to poach? If you must kill an endangered animal why the fucking Amur leopard. sad face for felines =(
full story

I am all into this movie right now. As some may know I used to go to Aviation challenge camps (space camp for plane junkies) and I have a legit flight suit that I wear sometimes when watching this movie. I am that nerdy.

insert electric guitar power chord here.

I feel the need, the need for speed!
and by that I mean I am going to read about enzymes in my gigantic biochem text book

gay hair

For some reason my dog always puts her butt on me when she sleeps and then farts on my leg inconspicuously.

I only had 25 minutes between the end of my yoga class and the start of the Daniel Webster dinner for seniors that I had to go to tonight and I did a damn good job of showering and getting there on time. I do have very gay hair though.



speaking of very gay i love Kat Von D. Maybe its because she is like a more tattooed Carmen.



She has a new make up line. I'm not one for a lot of make up but i do like fun eye shadow. Check it out

ok now i am officially pissed

Alkaline trio is playing red rocks on may 28th
Rise against is playing red rocks on June 11th
I don't get home until June 15th
Less than jake, horrorpops, anti-flag, and tiger army are NOT playing colorado this summer
Tat is coming but with Warped Tour and there is no way i am paying for that bullshit

god dammit

also fun

can't go wrong with go-go dancers

they are in denver soon and i won't be able to see them!

gah i can't wait to get out of the new england woods so i can go to shows again
=(

62 days left...

good music

Time To Waste- Alkaline Trio
"you've got guts to spill but no one trustworthy"

Audience of One- Rise Against
they won't let you embed but here is the link
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Gt5UPKD6yWs
i love the lead singer in this band. this has been my "belt it out" song recently


The Science of Selling Yourself Short- Less than Jake
I missed their show in Denver over spring break because of the apocalyptic march snow and the broken mother. =(

easter

today was a very cold easter. i thought it is supposed to be a very springy day with baby animals and everything. instead it was 39 and windy, ew. We had a nice brunch at Tabard and I got some work done so the day was not a total loss. My increased twittering has decreased my blogging.

Since i last updated this I decided it would be a good idea to punch the wall next to my bed when i was frustrated with the loud drunk people after meetings last wednesday. At first I thought I broke my hand. I had to go in to the training room the next day to get x ray orders and saw a doc up at dick's house. Not broken but sprained so i get to wear a gross colored brace. my hand if feeling a lot better but i still can put much weight on it. stupid jordie.

I am building dying frames for the costume shop and I was supposed to have them finished by friday but I couldn't because of my hand. I have to go in tomorrow and get them done hopefully. They are paying me 15$/hr though, that's twice what the scene shop pays me. Speaking of getting paid I need to figure out what I am doing this summer and if there is any money involved. EEEK!

Adorable puppy face

Reunited

I have my puppy back!!! My parents drove in around this afternoon and we took her on a walk. She was really excited to be back in a place she knew after the long road trip so she had to stop and smell EVERYTHING. Mom was very drugged because of her back but she still tried drinking part of a margarita at Molly's. She pretty much passed out when they got to their hotel.
I am in super school mode. I am a week and a half ahead in two of my classes. Maybe if I work faster school will go by faster. Only 70 days left which means that tomorrow is 69 DAYS TO GRADUATION TAILS! wooo. The theme is anything but clothes, we'll see if that actually happens (probably not unless I get drunk which is unlikely)

I need a hair cut, i am a shaggy shaggy dog right now. tuesday i will be freshly shorn again